James pulled out his own pipe and tobacco once he finished his sandwich and threw the greaseproof paper back into his haversack. He placed the tobacco into his pipe and popped the tin back onto his haversack. He pulled out a box of matches and lit his own before shaking match out.

He took a draw before continuing "i know ben. I know. Im torn. Maggie doesnt deserve me the way I am in either state. Im restless if I don't drink to suppress it and allow me to sleep. And I if I dont drink. Im restless and worry I disturb her"