"Honestly speaking, I haven't felt or acted bright... I do see an end to this bad dream... just hard to relax when I grew used to toiling somehow throughout the day, it helped to wash dishes and cook because it gave me purpose and now... now I go back to my station in life, I am suddenly rich again with money I did not earn... I know I made many mistakes, so now I must find a way to earn that money or I fear I will feel guilty of greed." She took a shuddering breath. She wasn't crying at least.

She then took a deep amd calming breath, she'd learned to start coping. "I want to do good, I don't want to squander this second chance, I... I want to live after simply just existing."