John finished the last of the glass "this is true. But the person I was.....didn't care if he came home. Part of him wished he had died in that desert. But I don't know. Part of me wonders if the man upstairs had plans for me to return to whitby a different person. I needed the army to help me find me. And make me the man I am. Now I'm looking to the future. Make everyone proud of me. Not look away"